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yo yo....so after rehearsal today me jofi and matty k went sledding at thiells. It was madd gangsta.we sledded down, gettign hurts lots, then eventually had a big snowfight at the bottom. Then i went down and they were at the middle tryign to hit me with snowballs as i went by but i steered into jofi and clotheslined him. Then jofi hadda leave so me and matty k sledded w/o him. We did this thign where i sledded and matty k grabbed onto the back of my sled and i pulled him. He had a mat under him so we still went fast. How ever all we ever did was wipeout. Then we were gonna go off the jump like that , he said "wait, but if i trail behind, when u go off the jump my head will hit the sled and i could get hurt....lets do it!" Howver, it didnt work, luckily. Sledding is good. Sledding is fun. Sledding is a hardcore full contact sport that only the tough survive in

yo yo....tonite was mad fun but disheartening as well. I'll start with the good. Me kevin and jofi went to wedny's after jofi's reharsal and then to blockbsuter where matty k met us. We knew he'd always think of somethign to do. what did matty k think of? well....using his wakeboard to snowboard down the hill at thiells. After that we went to gong's hosue and chilled, had a pool/ping pogn tournament. Then we played owies and then we played the lights out game. That is where we turn out the lights and run around aimlessly beatin each other up. that was mucho fun. it just goes to show you that u can have a fun time without drugs, i love those guys. Anyway now on to the bad.
I got into Northeastern today. I know its ironic cuz its a good thing, but how my parents reacted is what made it bad. My mother for instance, all she could do was try to put ideas into my head about why i shouldnt go there, however the things she was saying were soooo ridiculous, what to you expect from a moron. It was just really pissign me off, she even called me to tell me these stupid things bout why i shoudlnt go there. However i dont value anything she says, i hope she realzies that any "wisdom" she tries to give me goes in one ear and out the other, well i make sure it doesnt even hit the ear. Then she had my sister on her side. Of course, she's alwyas doign anything in her power to keep me back, its getting ridiculous already. Then my dad of all people. He came home from work and i told him the good news , all he could say was "ok". He said it just as dull as it looks. Then he was being like my mother saying stupdi things like "the weatehr in boston is so bad , blah blah" i said "the weather in ithaca sucks, does that make cornell any less of an amazing school?" Then he was complaing how boston is far and blah blah, i said"harvard is in boston. is that a bad school?" Then he stopped talking because i HOPE he realized how ridiculous he was being. I think my whole family needs to chilax, cuz right now i am anything but chilaxing, and i've had it up to here ::points above his head:: with them in general.

GOD I FEEL LIKE SUCH A SCUMBAG!!! LIKE IF THERE WAS A SHOW TO BE NAMED AFTER ME IT WOULD DEF. HAVE TO BE "EXTREME SCUMBAG CHALLENGE" and hopefully in it i would get punished for all the stupid things that i have done, especially tonight. i want to get hit in the balls with a wiffle ball bat, hardcore. thats how i feel right now. i would even say "thank you" afterwards.
so it seems that everytime that me and my friends {adam being the only other one who was present both times} want to play bball, something really bad happens. last time we went to farley on the day there was a snow day, and we almost got arrested for trespassing, with joefi.
tonight was far worse, bc now i feel like a dirtbag afterwards. like i seriously want to cry. like cryie face cry, and have the hyperventilations afterwards, have an asthma attack and die, suffocating in my own bodily fluids.
so me adam adn kevin went to kirkbride hall to play bball, which is where the cops recommended the other night, so we go and there is a cyo game so we cant play, so head over to the hs where the annex is occupied by pussy-ass soccer players. so we head to the main where we think that we HIT A MOTHER FUCKING GOLDMINE. NOBODY IS THERE!!!! NOONE!!!! so we go in and play for maybe 20 in b4 we are informed that u need to have a permit {hopefully adam will go more into detail bc i have no energy to, seeing as how im in self-loathing mode} so we go down to the music wing to see if mr. roth can get us a permit, which he cant, so we go to the only other place that we know of that has a bball indoors, CRYSTAL HILL, from there we call everyone that we know who lives there. and someone gets the bright idea to call pow pow for ms.s's number, i fear to reveal her full lastname so ms.s will suffice. so he of course wont give it to us. we contemplate knocking on all the doors in her building to find her, but figureing that would be TRES TRES CREEPY we decide against it. BUT WHOEVER THE FUCK CREATED 411, I FUCKING HATE U, WITH THE FIREY PASSION OF THE SMOULDERING UNDERWORLD FROM WHICH HADES RESIDES!!!!!!!! U RUINED MY LIFE AND POSSIBLY ADAM'S CHANCE AT A PROM DATE!!!!!!! so we of course use 411 to get her # adn then i dont realize what i was doing until after she picked up, where i freaked out and started to say that if we dont play bball, that we were gonna do drugs, not to mention that we CALLED A FUCKING TEACHER TO PLAY BBALL AT HER RESIDENTIAL CLUB-HOUSE!!! so here i sulk, and hope to be able to go to sleep after a stunt like that. THATS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THERE ARENT BBALL COURTS OPEN TO TEENAGERS AFTER 1PM, WE DO STUIPID THINGS THAT WE LATER REGRET. oh God, have pity on my soul.

What up. Nothing too interesting happened today. That is the dumbest way to start a post, why would anyone want to read this waste of words after I, the writer, put it down before I even wrote it? Or maybe its so awesome that the pitiful begining.....nah, its true. Whatever, read on if you dare. New class with Samoylo eighth (sociology). Its gonna be fun, I can tell, he told some funny stories and entertained us, and it was only one class period. Adam and Kevin claim he is cool. So far so good. Ok, lets set the record straight publically. Me and Morgan broke up. If you already knew, great. If you didn't, learn from your mistakes of talking about my "girlfriend" and rubbing it in further that I did not spread it around because I was in fact upset about it. I am alright now, we're still really good friends, no hard feelings, everything is cool. So realize that. Lastly, Powers may now be among our readers, due to the fact that Matty K gave him the adress of the blog today at lunch. So Pow Pow, if you read this, holla back. Right now I am not feeling too great, which has been the trend lately, and a box of some pizza Jenny gave me is sitting in my refrigerator calling my name. I'm gonna go hit that. Then I'm gonna hit my sister for saying 'yo' too frequently in her sentances.

yo yo...so today we started opereation "BUD" during drama. Operation BUD is ficing up Ms. Shoenberg with mr powers. They'd make such a cute couple. So ia sked her today if she was single, she said she was seeing someone but wasn't married. So i told her i knew someone that'd be perfect! He's 28(her age), in a related profession(music teacher). She asked if he worked at the school, i told her he did and it was mr. powers. She said "oh, scott?!, i Love scott. we're good friends!' So i was telling her how he'd be perfect for her. We asked her if she knew coach dwyer, she said she thinks she does. We woudlnt fix him up with her, he's angaged. plus, he's too good for her. Oh man, her and pow pow would be sooo great together. Mark asked her if she could find anyone with more charisma than powers. It was rhetorical because YOU CANT! I also asked if she'd go to prom with me, she said sure, but i dont think she knows i was serious. who knows, she could def be on my list of possibilities.

PS- can anyone tell me why i am always very irratable at home? my guess is cuz everyone needs alone time, and i try to get it at home but people keep bothering me.

yo yo...i'm only blog bout part of the nite rite now, otehr part is for tommorrow. anyhoo, me mark and jofi went to wendy's after _____-(to come tommorrow) and met up with karen and gill and sarah. we talked and karen threw a water bottle at my eye. We were discussing how everyone is fake to everyone cuz if people told people how they felt about them to their faces no one would have any friends. gonna go sleddign tommorrow at 1, call if u wanna join!

PS-i never get any holla backs....
PPS-on that movie quiz i got "alladin"
PPPS- excerpt from foen convo with karen, karen says"ugh, where's my phone?" me says"umm...ur holding it"

What up. I see a bad pattern developing....I begin a post and it sounds ok, but then I scrap the whole thing and decide I don't feel like posting anymore. Maybe I'm just too boring to bore everyone with my thoughts. Maybe nothing exciting has happened during midterm week. Maybe I hate myself. I'm in a weird mood, and I have been lately. I'm not sure quite how to shake it. I eat because usually that makes me feel better if my puppy died (that didn't happen in real life) or if the doors at the A&P closed on me (that did). But alas, I just feel full. If eating cannot solve my woes, then what will? Certainly not the test I still have to take or the fact that school starts again on Friday or that Les Mis is behind schedule in many ways. I try to be optomistic, and everyone who sees me during the day will most likely attest that I am in good spirits. Especially drama rehersals put me in a good mood. But for some reason its when I'm alone in my room that life starts to really suck. Hopefully this will pass.

well, i'm fucked up. i'm pretty upset because i noticed that i don't really find drugs abd/or alcohol very fun/amusing anymore. its more of an everyday thing for me, its not special, i dont get excited about doing it, its more of a routine. i guess i need a break. hm. anyway, time to catch up. i guess last week was aight. not much there. but oh yeh, like mark said i met kieth (marks bro), or should i say "re-met" cause i thought i recognized him and we found out we used to be on the same little league team. so that's tight. small world. so yeg i guess last week was mad borrrrring. this week, you all kno, midterms. i wrote a fuckin awesome english essay, i have to say. i disagreed with the critical lens and completely bashed these 2 books, saying how they were nonsense and the themes were weak shit that everyone already knew about, and i made some good points like that. so that was cool. i really enjoyed writing that. other than that EVERYTHING ELSE SUCKS. but y'all kno, i aint gotta tell you. oh i just found out that my house has at least three ghosts residing in it. for real, yo. not only had i heard them at night playing our downstairs piano or walking around upstairs, but my sister's dating a guy who can see ghosts and he said we have three that he's seen at the same time, but we might have more. but they're good ghosts, so it's mad tight. i try to talk to them and ask them to play the piano for me, but they don't. except at night, unless i'm listening for it, but if i'm not payin attention, they'll play n i'lll hear it. tight shit,, for real. oh yeh somethin funny happend at work ystrdy. this guy was looking for something and he's just like, no, i'll ask your manager, so he walks up to some guy in a suit to find out he doesn't work here and i couldn't help but laugh in his face, which is bad, but fortunately he found it kind of funny too so he smiled and asked for my help. ah. aight well my blogspace is filled. SHIT WHY DO I TAKE UP SO MUCH SPACE?!?!?!? AND WHY DO I WRITE IN CAPSLOCK WHEN I ASK THE READERS A QUESTION?!?!?! WHAT DO YOU THINK??!!! SHIT, YO, WHATS UP NOW?!?!
k bye.

What up. To some extent, I do not feel like blogging. I'm not in the greatest of moods and I'd much rather entertain you with witty anecdotes and stupid trivial matters which occured during my day than feelings....seriously, who cares about feelings? Anyway, enough about my pathetic existance. I hope it snows so much that the world stops. I really do. Other than that thought not too much is running through my head. Maybe hunger. Ok yeah I'm hungry. Really hungry. Oh yeah, I forgot. Yesterday MAtty K slept over, it was mad fun. My dad took my gun and kept ambushing matt (one time he scared the shit out of both of us by popping out of the dark bathroom) but we hatched a plan to get him back. We took all the nerf guns I own, grabbed my sword, a dagger, a plunger, an umbrella, a karate sparring pad, and put on funny hats. We then snuck downstairs and ambushed my dad in the kitchen. We then fought him all over the house for the next 20 minutes. It was like that japanese chanel show "Super duper battle battle fighting dad". Oh wait, I made that up in my head. Anyway then we went to Mount Ivy Diner and ate crappy food while talking about how we're gonna be rich and famous. That was cool. The rest of the night is a blur. Ok I'm out. Peace

yo yo...we, or should i say, me and reza just got back from seein RENT(i'll explain how that happend in a sec) so i woke madd early for rehearsal today then left madd early , went home and pampered, and we left for rent. Got to my dad's shop, parked, took train and got to the theater. Some scrub played Roger, he was...eh. Everyone else was awesome, matt caplan was back, so was maggie benjamin, so the show rocked. Afterwards we ate at red lobster. Then after that OF COURSE karen and kevin wanna go home. ugh. But this time i drove, so me and reza stayed. we walked around, went to some interesting places. while walking down the street saw meagan and her mom! madd weird but madd cool. I knew they were near but its still weird to jsut pass someone. Then we eventually got cold and went home. All in all good time. I just wish next time everyone would stay!...bitches....meh...waddya gonna do?

:( we lost our swim meet today. the pool was soo warm that it made me want to fall asleep. it was the exact temp. of my bed so it was working double on me. so this other team, horace greeley totally trashed us, but it was bc of the pool temp. so no biggie.
ok moving on, yesterday was aight, after blogging karen IMs me and then i left and told my younger brother keith to take over for me. So he asked me what teacher she had and i said i know she has galati, so he made up something that had to do about "Barbarians" on the history channel. Dont ask me i had nothing to do with it.

my mom and keith went to my meet today, and keith was mackin it to like 3 girls that were all about 8's. not bad. so after that, to grandmothers house we go for din-din. and i get french toast (which it seems my grandma has made a lot for me recently, maybe its just a phase, like my opium addiction) so then here i am now, reflecting on the day-----*******
oh i forgot, 6th period was the awesomer-est. I went down to the orchestra room to make up a lesson, and it ended up that alex, matty k.'s band member was there, and so he got a guitar, and who else shows up? BUT MATTY K.!!!! it was soo cool, then alex put the guitar away bc it was tres fucked up, and matty k took over the piano. So i started to "solo" over what matt was playing, i dont even think i played the violin once, which was what i was supposed to be doing. and then SUrprise guest number 3 was keith!! i was like "what the fuck are u doing here? u dont even play an instument!!" and he went into a whole long story which made practically no sense, but did get a good laugh bc he somehow got lost eventually on some sorta mission when he heard matty k's music so he stopped in, and then that was that. GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE ON THEIR MIDTERMS!!!

yo yo....i just got back from karen's house to get fisics lab and my belated christmas present (its aight, mine is even more belated) she got a me a george carlin book and TICKETS TO RENT!!! AAAAAHHHH, it was soo awesome, although physically i dont show excitement very well. Its gonna be soo awesome, i was always tellin her she'd love it, cuz i KNOW she definately would. Its gonna be awesome!!!!!


Time Flies
Time Dies
One Blaze of Glory

it's that time again for me to spontaniously blog. so to catch up a bit id like to state my fears:
1.CLOWNS!!! they are colorful, misproportioned, and just all around scary. when i was little i went to the circus often and one of those bastards had the nerve to sneak up on me and scared me to tears, i promptly dove into the seat where everyones jackets were then hid behind my mother until he was gone. so that shows that they are also sneaky. i hope they die.

2. i have a fear of falling through the ice and not being able to find a way out of it, like being traped when i can see the air.

3. getting stuff in my eye. my "rubbin spots" must be well maintained and stuff-free, thats why i flipped out on reza at his house when he was shining his lazer pointer in my eyes. he's lucky there were 4 guys there to restrain me or else i would have inflicted serious damage unto him.

4.getting cut across the wrists, i def. couldnt kill myself that way, not that im planning on doing it, but thats not the way i want to go.

5.my grandparents dying. although i know it is inevitable i dont
know what id do without them. they right now, are the basis of my family support system, since i dont like my dad, or rather he doesnt like me, and my mother is too bossy, and never home.

6.i have a fear of being paralyzed or crippled or dying of a horrible disease such as cancer.

7. i also fear (this one seems to be common) the ocean, just about 200+ yards out, where i cant see whats underneath me, and that goes along with sharks and other flesheating marine animals

ok joefi, Its ok to cry. i do it all the time, usually its a fallback plan of mine, because incase u havent noticed, crying makes people uncomfortable. so if u ever get put in a weird situation and u dont know what to do, just cry, then everyone else around u wont know how to react, 'cept me, and then ull end up with a nice kick in the head for attempting my own trick on me. that would teach u, teach u good. But u know better than that. ok so as long as ur not crying for no real reason, (i.e. girls, they cry for everyone and everything, its better to just ignore them when they do that) ur still a man. so there u go joefri, the secret to life is crying. so its ok to do.im done

What up. The other night I attended a practice for the Rockland Symphony night at our school at Roths house. Mr. Roth has a very nice house, I hope to visit again. Mr. Roths son has a very nice bass voice too, he totally blew me away with his vocal skills. I felt very humbled singing with the three other guys there, they were really awesome (those tenors have a homosexual flair though, but whatever). Nici Paggs agreed that it was too awesome for words. Well whatever, back to school, same old shit. Review for midterms, but who cares. Some people get all worked up, but quite honestly I am not worried in the slightest. I'd much rather relax and maybe look over some notes before the test (stress the maybe). I've become quite lazy lately, not sure why. Everything that keeps me busy during the winter is all in full swing and my full schedule would suggest I'd be overworked, but its quite the oposite. I don't do shit. Oh well, life is what you make it, and I just want to take it easy. New developments include me becoming totally obsessed with the show (Les Mis), and realizing it will either be awesome or shitty (probly the latter) but at least I know me and Nici Paggs will kick some ass. No, not some ass, every ass in the damn place. And then some.

Vincent here, posting from Cornell. It's rush week, so the only thing that means is 7 nights of insane parties with free food and drink and no classes to worry about until next week. Much fun indeed. Last night went to Sig Pi and Beta Somethingorother. It was fun. Bought textbooks today...only cost 520 bucks...not that bad. My books look boring...except my Argumentation and Debate book...now that looks cool...anyway, gotta go drop a deuce...cya.

yo yo....so today i awoke to ryan calling me and telling me the show is postponed until next friday. meh. not like i have plans. So today We all met at meagan's house to go out..me kevin jess matt and steve. We went out to eat and then went to thiells and played in the snow. After we went to steve's...i played him in madden, controlled the whole game, 15 seconds left, up by 4, he has the ball on HIS 20 yd line, manages to score and win the game. disheartened i was. We made cookies, and when we made the second batch there was only 4, i had one in my hand and it was wayyyy hot so i kept switching it from hand to hand. when i had it in one hand meagan grabs my other hand and slaps it on the cookie, it got me dirty AND burned me. You cant stay mad at meagan, she's too cute. So after that meagan left, but kevin was blocking her in so he left just cuz he had to get up anyway. After I picked up kim and her friends from her friend's house, while i was there the weirdest thing happend...I was waiting in front of the house and i saw a flash, i turn around theres a guy taking a picture of my car i guess from behind...at 12am! so I turned the car around to go after him but he went in his house...but i know where he lives. And now i am home and tired want to go to sleep.

What up. First off, I'd like to say team [SMUT] are some cool guys, and I hope to chill with them more. And I hope that one day the world blocks out the sun and throws away all conventional light bulbs and only uses strobe lights. Life would be so much better if everything was strobe lights. And no work. And loud techno. This normal non-strobe life is dumb. Everything is proper and no one moves lightning quick and my brain doesn't hurt from what I am seeing. Boring. Anyway I have some work to do but I think I won't do it. I'm too lazy to put forth that much effort on a sunday afternoon with no school tommorow. Forget that. Ok I'm going to dream about strobe raves and Chris swinging a chair around his head. AWESOME. Peace

Off to school again. See you all in March.

yo yo...jsut got home. had a blast tonite. todya we had drama which was cool cuz we brought toy guns to drama and played guns while rehearsing...gotta spice things up a little bit. After that me and jofi went to nanuet mall food court for lunch and walked around a bit. Went home and napped until 5ish. Steve called and me and kevin went to jenny's hosue and hung out a bit. Then me kevin and steve went to rezas house with kt and karen. Bob and andrew later came ,karen and kt left, andrew left a little while after cuz he wanted to go to stilletos cuz he wanted to go sooo bad to see Brianna Banks(see reza for details). Kevin also left with him. Then me steve bob and reza watched his 8th grade graduation video from catholic school. Funny. Every single person in it had a story surrounding them. Like half the staff of the school died. It was ridiculous. So was reza dancing.... After that me Bob and steve managed to go home at 3 am in the snow in the mini. Made it fine...the real fun came when we got to the cul de sac where Bob lives...snow+parkign brake= fun. Then i dropped steve home but we met at Stony Point Elementary to play in the snow with his car. And now i retire

FIN

wow. i feel like a giant loser bloggin 3 times in a row, but you all will have to SUFFER THROUGH IT. i've noticed, thanks to one of nicole's holla backs, that we have had alot of serious deep blogs and not enough humor for the public. i know i can't really take care of that but at least i'll try. damn this is gonna be brutal. just stop reading. wait no i got nothinggbloging is stupi dwhen you are a little buzzed. when some thing funny happens i'll tell all of you but until then im a moron and ive wasted your time. HA!

i'm so FUCKIN PISSED OFF. so i'm really excited cause today i hear us OGs are goin out tonight with [SMUT] and i'm shittin my pants with glee, then BAM! i had to go home for five minutes. just long enough for my dad to say "yeah, you're not going anywhere tonight." and i knew it was my mother's idea but i called him an asshole anyway, cause he delivered the message. so my mom shows up and says "if there's anyone to be mad at, it's yourself." and i say "no, i'm mad at you, bitch." "well, maybe we should ground him for saturday and sunday too." "fuck you, i'm leaving sunday and u aint doin nothin. i hate you and your dumbass rules. i get grounded all the time for nothing. i'm sick of this shit." so right now, i'm sitting here at home, NOT OUT with OGs or [SMUT], NOT having fun, just drinkin jack straight from the bottle. what else the fuck is a guy to do. and yeh those are all exact quotes i finally cursed to my parents, who, you dont understand, are really "religious" and get crazy if i say "gees" cause it stands for god, and i shouldn't use his name in vein. (says THEM, i don't even believe in a god thanks to these assholes) what psychos. i fuckin hate them and can't wait to leave. hope you guys are havin fun in jersey. i'm sure as fuck not. take it easy all. fuck.

p.s.- at least the new "road n track" came in the mail today. i'll be reading that but not takin any of it in in my drunken stupor. call. cheer this fucker up.

aight i guess we're statin our fears, so here are mine:

1) losing gabby
2) amounting to nothing, which is where i'm fuckin headed.
3) being dumb like myself and overdosing.
4) the fact that i might someday be scared of doing something i'm not scared of now (i.e. everything)

another one of my fears happened today. i was burned by my mother. i was walkin away and she said "don't forget to wash out the glass you had ur milk in." and me, in my usual way, said "why don't YOU wash out YOUR glass? ever think of THAT?" and then she said "yes, i usually do." i froze, and in my paniced disoriented state quipped a quick "quiet, you." that was close. for ego reasons i don't think i will ever speak to my mother again.
i'm out. take it easy all.

What up. I am bored so I decided to post. Not to much to say really, just have nothing better to do than sit here and spew the thoughts running about in my mind into a blog.
First thought, my cat is annoying. He wants attention and will destroy/rub/bite/annoy anything in his way to get it. I hope he spontaneously combusts and its very cool looking, this way I can enjoy it and then all of my alllergic friends can come over sans worry of dying.
Second thought: is it wrong for big boys to cry? Does it make them weak? Or is it perhaps a sign of inner peace, being able to release your emotions? Not really sure, holla back with opinions..
Third off, vincent just imed me to remind me what my fears are. I did remember about that, and I was going to do it too, but now I am thinking about it and these are the thoughts of Joefi so here it goes. I am afraid of the collapse of the Taco Bell franchise, the loss or destruction of my guitar(s), any kind of mouth disease that would impair my ability to eat, horror movies about religion, and dying alone. The last one is the worst I'd say.
Now my final thought of the past ten minutes. Life can really be a bitch sometimes. Even though a snow day is great, it just causes all kinds of shit for other people i.e. people who needed the class time for review for midterms. Yes this is me being sympathetic. Next time something great happens to you remember everything comes with a price, whether you or someone else pays it. Appreciate everything you have and take nothing for granted. Peace

My fears:

1) Anything in the ocean, specially sharks. If you in the woods and a bear attacks you you can at least try to run or whatever but in the water its no holds barred. Anything, ANYTHING can happen.
2) Snakes. Echh
3)Not doing anything with my life,
4)Being pooped on by a human. Fucking Disgusting.
5) Serial Killers. Even the nice ones who like god now. Especially the nice ones.

Im afraid of much more. See me for a detailed list on creatures, places, and emotions and how to use them against me.

OK...I might as well list my fears in case my enemy is reading...might as well prepare him/her with a solid knowledge of what frightens me:

1.) Certain creatures of the ocean: octopi, squid, sharks, lamprey, eels, jellyfish, and pretty much anything else that's not a whale, porpoise, seal or sea lion.
2.) My house catching fire while I'm sleeping and me sleeping through it.
3.) "It" in the Cornell dining hall
4.) Explosive diarrhea
5.) People with two different colored eyes.

yo yo....my mom and little sister think i look like Tom Welling(superman from smallville)

yo yo....today was aweosme....snow day. After i woke up i went and picked up meagan and we met kevin at jess's house. Also her friend Caren from skool was there, she likes jason and Conan, so thats cool. Came home....by myself.... cuz i dropped meg off at george's. meh.

I think an interestign blog game, for all blogs alike, would be to post ur fears, some of which people might not know about. Mine are...

•bees
•The ocean(past 50 ft from shore)
•Closing my eyes in the shower....dont ask
•vommitting

First person to read "I held a Jewel" by Emily Dickinson (it's only 43 words) and Holla Back with a correct (according to most literary critics) interpretation of the poem will receive 5 dollars...meh...I was bored...had to do something.

I forgot to mention in my last post and rather than edit, I'll just create new. If anyone is interested in good (according to my tastes) music, the following artists/albums should be considered. For a nice saxophonist, Michael Brecker (especially Tales from the Hudson (the album)). For some nice, relazing music in general the music from Riverdance or anything Yo-Yo Ma. And for some awesome ass shit in general, almost anything Outkast (including "Spread" and "She Lives in My Lap")

OK, this post will serve as a public service announcement. If you don't want to be educated/informed/intelligent/wise, please stop reading. This post will discuss American politics at a very basic level (and how I see fit to explain it). First, allow me to tackle my political orientation. I am a democrat, most positively. This, however, does not mean I am a hardcore leftist, nor does it mean that I am a "bleeding heart, phony liberal," (anyone that had AP with Mamma J should know what that is an allusion to). What it does mean, however, is that I: support a woman's right to choose, support gay marriage with full benefits, oppose the military's "dont ask, dont tell policy," support giving gay couples the right to adopt, support expanding hate crime legislation to include sexual orientation, support cutting military spending, oppose the missile defense system, oppose drilling in ANWR, support developing alternatives to fossil fuels and more efficient automobiles, support increasing taxes on "gas guzzlers," support a more centralized system of health care, oppose the patriot act, oppose entering in unnecessary wars, support sticter gun control laws, support more funding to public schools (especially those in inner cities), support a strong protected social security system, support eliminating the Bush tax cuts to the rich and giving the tax cuts to the people who need the money more, and finally, I fully support manned exploration of space and increasing NASA's budget. Contrary to what is popular among most democrats, I oppose affirmative action and give qualified support for the death penalty (only for cases of murder or violent rape and only by lethal injection).

Perhaps now I should discuss my personal opinion (I repeat, my personal opinion) on why the Republican Pary has less of a future than the Democratic Party. Studies show that the vast majority of young people have a majority of beliefs in line with the ideals of the Democratic Party. Therefore, I see little (or at least less of a) future in the Republican Party several years down the road.

Now, for the public service announcement. As the Democratic Primary approaches (and before long the November Presidential Election), I urge anyone who is 18 or will be turning 18 in the next six months to register to vote. Vote Democrat, Vote Republican, Vote Independent, Vote Green...Hell....just vote. It's the least you owe to yourself and your future. I cannot stress the importance of an educated voting populace. So if you have a snow day (which is looking likely for today/tomorrow) please take time to learn about the various Democratic National candidates and see how they compare to Bush. If you feel they don't, then fine, vote for Bush. However, if you would like to see a change...by all means, register to vote so you can help make that change happen. For information on the candidates (as well as on Bush) visit this website: http://www.cnn.com/ELECTION/2004/special/president/issues/index.html . For information on how you can register to vote, go here: www.yourvotematters.org .

I urge everyone to leave a "Holla Back" to respond, reply, berate, complain, and at least let me know you've read my public service announcement. Thanks.

This has been a public service announcement. And just to spice things up a bit, I will inform you of my sexual addiction of the week: Angelina Jolie

What up. Nothing too incredibly new in the world of Joefi so don't piddle yourself with excitement that I am mustering up the energy to write about my subpar life. Anyway practice number one for drama today, actually went well. I love the play so I hope we don't fuck it up too bad. Next order of buisness, about several minutes ago an unfortunate accident occured on rosman road.....a water main burst leaving my neighborhood with no water. Much thanks to Matty K for braving the water and snow to bring the news to my house, along with a cd I got at discounted price from FYE (thanks Matty K, the cd is awesome). Then Matt showed me his purchases of the evening: the saving silverman dvd (nice) and a simple plan cd. WHAT!?!? After much spasming and confusion, Matty K admited he loves that song "Sorry I can't be perfect". Hey, its a good song.
In response to Adams question about what movie character I am, well, thats a piece of cake. I'm without a doubt Jason Biggs from American Pie. I'm a nice guy with a decent amount of morals, yet I mess things up constantly despite good intentions and many people seem to not like me. My dad even looks like his (and in some cases acts too). Am I right people?
To Sum things up, I'm just not in a great state right now. Things aren't too great, but somehow I know they'll get better. That hope keeps me going. So for now this is Joefi with a few words of wisdom: Fuck school, its snowing!!! Peace

yo yo....today was Conan. I had an AWESOME time...lemme recap

so i went to skool for 2 periods and then went home and got ready and picked up meagan and we were off. Tho she had to get her jacket from the dry cleaners, and took another jacket to get her jacket, i thought that was funny. anywasy we get down to bronx, i bring the car to my dads shop, leave the keys with my uncle and we walk 3 blocks to the train station.. Rigth as we're bout to board i realize the left the letter we need to claim our tickets in the car, we walk back, get it , THEN go on the train. On the train a bum walked through, made the train smell like the epitome of the boys locker room for liek 5 mintues. We get to time square, walk around to find somewhere to eat, we wind up at the "stage deli". its a really famous place, most of their sanwiches are named after celebrities. SO of course i got the Conan O'Brein, which is brisket, pastrami and corned beef. It was such a huuuuuuge sanwich, my mouth cramped up while trying to bite it, no joke. Then we walked over to rockefeller center and started to wait in line at 2. Tho, there was no line, WE WERE FIRST. SO we chilled and passed time until 4:15 when they let us in. We strategically allowed a few people to get ahead of us so we could sit right in front of his desk. Before he came out the warm up guy came out as usual, he's real funny. He asked if anyone wanted to tell a joke, meagan jumped right up, he asked her where she was from, she said rockland, when me and my sister and her friend cheered for rockland she was liek "yo, thats my posse", and she started to talk bout how in rockland there are a bunch of gangs, the bloods, the crips, she was a blood herself. It was great, she was saying it sooo seriosuly, it was funny, she's an actress , waddya expect. Then she told this corny joke and won a britney spears cd. Gotta love a girl who doesn't mind makin a fool of herself for a laugh. So the band came out, then conan, when conan came out my mouth was wide open the whole time and i was gigling and peeing myself like a little school girl. The show was really funny, watch it tonite, u wont be dissapoitned. However there werent any audience shots, meh, lots of conan shots. After the show we walekd around, went to st patricks cathedral, then we were tryign to find a starbucks. A cop told us there was one on 43rd and 8th. We go there, and stand there in a daze for liek 2 whole mintues looking around and not seeing it. Right before we start to walk away i notice WE WERE STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF IT! very funny....or pathetic. Then we hit the train and went back to bronx to get my car. On the way there i realzied it was snowing a lot and my car was parked in my dads lot. Now, my dads lot is a very steep and short uphill. I have a mini cooper, 2wd, doesnt mix. I get there, and not only that but my dads friend's jeep is parked right behind me. Through good maneurvering and two foot driving i got it out and we went home. I ahd an awesome day, thanks SOO much meg!

•we played a game where i had to pick a movie character that is most like me, i came up with robin william's character in mrs doubtfire. everyoen pose that same question to urself and holla back.

•in response to what chris has said about blogs, i think , for me at least, the purpose of a blog is say things u want to say when there isnt anyone to say them to.

yo, i said before that i wouldnt blog cause i'm too lazy, but i'm in school so i might as well do something...that is....something. (loss for words) school sucks like a mother fucker. that's all i have to say. i thought i didn't like Mrs. Bassani last year. i was WAY WRONG. Mrs. Gasparinni, now THERE'S a teacher i....(should i say it?)....hate. That's where i am right now and i'm not thrilled to say the least. aight i'm out. my boring mindless "banter" (i don't know what banter means but i've heard adam say it) must have thrilled you. take it easy all.

yo yo.....so i watchin real world now....little update....i like jacquese......i dotn like robin, she crazy (although i wanna fuck her head off)....i like cameran, a little too much, she's too perfect, so u knwo there hasta be somethign wrogn with her, i liek jamie, dotn liek frankie, brad surprised me much how he stood up for "ja", randy is gangsta, laid back and chill


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yo yo....tommorrow's conan....cant wait!!!

•"xavier's not goin to college....he's goin straight to hell"- george orphandokis in response to someone's question to xavier bout what college he's going to.

yo yo.....today we smutters went to the swim meet and cheered on our boys while we drew "go [SMUT]" on nick's chest....before that was cool, after school me and X went to rockland bakery to do some deeds, then went to white castle and then to math league. At math league jofi and matty k showed me how he sleeps during class.....he wraps himself up in his big giant jacket and makes a little cacoon and goes to sleep. u gotta see it. After that was swim meet then drama. meh. now i home and can chilax and do nothign as usual......

ps....on a side note, not to sound cheesy but that quote katie has in her blog is so (wanna say somethign without sounding like a queer), i wish i could feel liek that bout someone again

one more day till conan!!!

Dude....Joefry is a fuckin' weirdo...read this shit:

Vas72985: if I gave you....8000 dollars....what would u do for me
OnlythsFar: anything that doesn't involve killing myself or inflicting harm on someone i love
Vas72985: interesting...
Vas72985: how about 5000
OnlythsFar: same
Vas72985: 1000
Vas72985: ?
OnlythsFar: yeah
OnlythsFar: below that no sexual favors though
Vas72985: lol
Vas72985: interesting
Vas72985: sexual favors for 1000?
OnlythsFar: sorry, gotta be a thousand and a guarentee it doesn't get out
Vas72985: hmmm....
OnlythsFar: seriously, sex is sex
OnlythsFar: well i dunno bout the butt sex
OnlythsFar: not exactly appealing
OnlythsFar: may need a little more of an incentive there
OnlythsFar: like a lot more
OnlythsFar: why are you asking me this?
Vas72985: lol
Vas72985: you are so weird....
OnlythsFar: why am i weird?
OnlythsFar: i didn't actually do anything
OnlythsFar: if i actually sucked your dick for five thousand dollars, then i would give you the right to call me weird
Vas72985: well...you see....first of all it was 1000 and second of all...the verbal contract of not telling anyone would prevent that
OnlythsFar: right
OnlythsFar: so what is the point of this anyway?
Vas72985: just qustioning...for the good of everyone...dont ask questions
OnlythsFar: alright then....
OnlythsFar: but if asking questions is wrong then why do you question me??
Vas72985: quiet...silence
OnlythsFar: fine

Yo yo...Elana and I are returning to our childhood hobby of model rocket building. Look for dangerous flying objects in YOUR area soon. I came to realize that I love Hillary Rodham Clinton...even if she is a dirty carpetbagger. Moving on...I had an interesting internet conversation with my father (actually it's a very dull conversation, the only thing that makes it interesting is the fact that we were about 10 feet away from each other when we had it):

Vas72985: why are you online?...do old people things.
Strevap: Doing work!!!
Vas72985: ok
Strevap: Yuk!
Strevap: Get off the computer and go make your bed!!
Vas72985: I'll make it before we leave, I have to go up there anyway
Vas72985: loser...
Strevap: wrong!!!!
Vas72985: you wish old man

meh...as you can see, I'm terribly bored. Peace.

ROOOOOOOOOOOOOAR!!!! WATCH OUT!!! FAT MAN COMIN 'ATCHA!
What up yo. In case youve been wondering where Ive been the past few months well the answer is.. on the toilet. It was a big one. Now back to business, which I have none of so moving along. Today was aight for a sunday. I woke up madd early to shit so I watched a movie then went to the mall with mom. Afterwards I picked up Adam and met Jofi at Three Boys for a little snack. Then we went to Vincents dad house to see if Vincent could come play. So we went to the bassment and played "Ice Hockey" aka Air Hockey and chilled. Soon the bastards which are my friends decided to pelt me with a volleyball whilst I screeched for mercy. A screech that echoed in the deep bounds of hell and made the demons in my stomach pop out. It was gangsta. Oh on friday me, adam, and vincent went to the crystal hill clubhouse for a "fireside chat" which was an SAT study session which I probably failed. Its aight. Well when I plopped onto the couch I managed to make it slide back several feet causing the table behind it to crash to the floor. Quite the accomplishment. It was quite a dull week-end for me because my tummys been hurting due to the fixer I ingested (unintentionally) in photography. Win Some Lose Some. Its all good.
Word.

yo yo....just wanted to bring to everyone's attention our "holla backs", so now you can comment on individual entries, make use

yo yo...i am writing this blog extremely (havn't yeet figured out what emotion it is, i'll bee intereested to here what u the readers think, leets get somee feedback)...today started out cool,, i went to La Fontana for amanda (eggers) birthday. I had a really good time. It makes me kinda think back and wish i could do high school all over again, theeree's so many things i would do different. I would want to beecomee better friends with so many people. I wish i starteed hanging out with Jared and Eric and stacie and amanda and marissa in 9th grade, they're so cool and so much fun. Anyways, enough of that, no day but today. So afetr i got homei was bored and went over to thee Lorentz's house, as always theree was a party. Came ina nd hung out a bit, SOO many people there. So i drove Xavieer and Andrew to take care fo somee business, which was fun cuz they were on shrooms so it was fun to lsiten to them talk. Then i drovee homee adam, i dotn mind, he lives close and he's my buddy. Then i drovee homee team [slut]....this is where the problem occured. one of them drank to much and was likee sick so we to their house(they were all going to the same house) with the window down and her head out of the window. Shee started liek spitting up liek a fucking baby. we pulled over, she regained heerself and went to the hosue. there was somee "spit up" on the passenger door, only outside, I got a wet papeer towel but it started freezingf so it wasnt doing good. At this point i was just soo fed up with EVERYTHING i jsut went home. (I was doing a favor for Bob, which i neveer mind cuz he does sooo much for eveeryonee else too so its all good!) So i got home and switched out a car that was in one of the garagees so i could put mine in, i couldnt clean it if it was gonna freeze. I put it in and got some hot water and put it all over the passengers door. cleaned it off and it is pretty good. i think i'll get a car wash anyway tommorrow just to do it right. At this point i dotn know wat emotion this all evokes, anger, frustration, pissedoffness....lets see what the readers think

What up. Boy oh boy oh boy, my new bed is nice. I'm glad I got it. Taco bell is mad good too, I'm glad I got that yesterday. Hw sucks though, I don't wanna do that tommorow. I didn't get enough sleep this morning because I had to make way for my bed, but tonight I hang out with Morgan so all should be well. Yesterday was fun, we saw Marks swim meet and cheered him on. Then we went to Taco bell for Adam and Kevin to "study". After Taco bell me and Matty K jammed like whoa in my basement and I pulled some awesome breakdancing moves. No seriously, ask him. Then we went to his house and watched some first season simpsons. Unfortunetly we were both so tired we fell asleep and luckily I woke up so he could take me home. Then I sat around and felt sad. Not sure why yet, I'll get back to you on that one. Then today happened....Not many interesting things occured today, perhaps tommorow will be filled with odd events in my life that will thrill you. Right now I am not thrilled at all, I am still meloncholy.....meh, whadda ya gonna do? Life is a big joke, all we can do is laugh at it and hope its not funny because of something dumb we did. Peace

Hello everyone. Glad to see we were important enough to Mark for him to mention that we came to see him swim today....oh, wait....he didn't. Fucking douchebag. Last time I ever show my support for you, you ungrateful piece of crap. Afterwards...me, kay-vin, adam, joefry, and matty k went to Taco Bell. Joefry owed me money (cause he's a scumbag) so he payed for me. Holy shit...I just realized I spelled the word "paid" as "payed"...fuck...maybe I need to go back to school...and actually study this semester....and do my homework...and cut down on the videogames. Anyway, it was ass cold in Taco Bell, so we went to Crystal Hill to study adam and kay-vin in the SATs....god help them...meh, at least adam will do well. Going into the city sometime next week to meet up with Cornell people...meh, should be interesting. TOmorrow is Amanda Eggers's birthday...call her and wish her a happy birthday, I command you (641-6713)...tell her Vincent sent you...YES....I AM SERIOUS....DO IT!
break is dull...posts will get interesting once I am back up at school...meh.

IM BACK!!! outta retirement, here i am. not like i was really missed :`(
but whatta u gonna do? ok here goes my day. well it started off my "real day" at 3rd period watching this gangsta movie called "Being There", its about this guy who has been living in this house for his whole life, and has never been outside, EVER. well he was only allowed outside in the back, to tend to the garden. So everything that he knows comes from watching tv. Its really cool bc he can only relate to things through what he has seen on tv. Its really gangsta. And really funny.
THen 4th we {me +adam and kevin} went down to see mr.pow-pow who was busy wit a lesson. i was madd cold so i went into his office and put on his jacket which went down to my knees and had about another foot left on each arm which i couldnt reach. It was probably funny to look at but i was warm. then i felt bad so i put it back on his chair where it was, adn then got cold again so i was able to put it on over me with it still being on the back of the chair (4X knukkas!!!) so i stayed warm and was tempted by his comp to go online but i didnt bc he might have gotten mad at me, so i just stared at the screen. THen kevin made fun of me saying that i looked so weird wrapped in his jacket and staring at the comp. but i dont care, i was warm. Then in supa we did a samoan circle about my group's topic of hazing. Joey Tonkin came in yesterday but i couldnt attend due to something that was out of my control, if u know u know, if u dont, dont worry about it bc odds are i wont tell u.
ok so then i had a lonely study hall period, but kev stopped by for a bit, which made it slightly less lonely for that alotted period of time. so then to physics where i fell asleep and then almost knocked everything off my desk by waking up sparatically. It was madd weird.
Finally my night ended with a swim meet where i did my best time in the 100 free 57sec compared to my prev. best of a min so i dropped 3 sec, which is a lot. WE ended up winning 92-93 which was madd close, if u couldnt tell the two numbers are only one point away.
well i g2g got SATs tommorrow g'nite everyone

yo yo... i fixed the deep thoughts link...all go to it

What up. My throat is attempting to assasinate me from the inside and its not too much fun. Other than that I suppose everything is ok in the world of Joefi. Where is vincent? He went MIA about a day ago (but that doesn't mean much, he just hasnt been online so I consider him missing). He'll turn up I'm sure. Matty K has yet to post since his triumphant return. He should get on that. Kevin hasn't posted since god knows when. Adam posts all the time (props). Mark hasn't, neither has steve. Did meagan ever post? Anyway, perhaps due to my illness, I've become suddenly depressed. Right this second. I think I'll go play guitar, or hatian urinate.....you know, the things that cheer people up. Peace

P.S. We appreciate you, "a loyal reader". You keep reading, we'll keep blogging.

yo yo....by the way, meagan is coming to conan with me so everyone stop asking!

yo yo...yesterday after i got home from skool i tried to stay awake as long as possible but fell asleep at 4 and slept pretty much until the next morning, gettign up only to eat. Today was alumni day, that was pretty cool. We had a bunch of people in our class come talk. Tonite meagan came over and we talked for a while...it was nice. Now i am in the middle of watching premier of Real World with Elana and Vincent....ta ta

yo yo....chickened out? ahem....i asked many probing questions such as "how much sex can i get ? lots?", well how much can "one" get is wat i emant, not me adam, cuz i didnt want to hear them all say "none"....ps, I AM SEEING CONAN NEXT WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!! I GET TO BRING SOMEONE, LET THE BIDDING WAR START!!!!!

Not much occurred today. Almuni day...big deal. Adam and Kevin chickened out and didn't ask many probing questions, whatever. I am writing this post because Adam says I should document it just in case. I had a dream last night that Ronald Reagan will die by the end of the month (January). We shall see....now we can all sit at home at wait for him to die...gives us something to look forward to.

Hello everyone...I greatly appreciate the love in the guestbook...makes me feel wanted when my mommy hates me. Anyway...Sunday, dull as usual. Dinner (at 2 in the afternoon) at Grandma's and then the Democratic Presidential Debates at 3. I have to know who to vote for, especially since my vote in the Presidential election wont count, so I might as well make my vote in the Democratic Primary count. Anyway...going into the debate, I supported a candidate who calls himself Dennis Kucinich (stupid name, doofy looking man, but I can get over that). However something happened during the debate leading me to completely drop him from my mind. Dirty bastard is a fucking Vegan...I DESPISE VEGANS!!! Damn holier than thou mentality will get them skewered and roasted. So that leaves Clark and Braun. Ideally, (as of now) I like Braun, however, she'll never get elected (she's very Liberal, black, a woman...god, she has everything working against her), so more realistically I'll probably vote for Clark (although this is all subject to change)...In case anyone is wondering, I thought I'd provide you with this lovely insight, just in case you were thinking about voting without doing research (which I frown upon...damn Lincoln removing literacy tests). Anyway, it's late...Adam is chewing my ear off trying to figure out what he did on Friday (to analyze his (terrible) sleep habits), so thus I conclude my writing. Farewell to all.

What up. Once again Joefi is back from the seemingly dead, and back to posting. Not a whole lot happened over break but with school starting soon I'm sure more craziness to post about will be happening. First order of buisness, Matty K is back from NH so welcome him home and hope he blogs soon. Second I am very pleased Vincent is back. I sit here and listen to the combined overwhelming noises of my sister singing in a falsetto voice to some black people music while my cat continually rams himself into my closet in an attempt to get in and mess even more shit up than usual. There he goes. Its seems like only yesterday an episode occured with my rediculous excuse for a pet that was so symbolic it ruined the christmas spirit. Oh wait it was. I will regall you all with a short poem, dedicated to my cat.
Twas the week after christmas
Still missing was Matt
Not a creature was stirring
Except for my cat
Dad working in study
And me eating (whats new)
Al blasting black music
At about half past two
Before bagel was done
I heard a great clatter
I stopped my cream cheesing to see
What was the matter
As I walked to the tree
I was shocked and appalled
To see smashed ornaments
Where the yule tree had falled
No meriment left
Not one little bit
Now my cat can't go anywhere
Without getting hit
Peace.

Hello everyone. I use the term everyone very loosely, simply because I dont even know if people read this thing anymore. Do they? Do you? If you are saying yes, why not let us know that we should continue posting, by signing the guestbook. I always like to feel loved. Sign the guestbook. Even if it's to say two words, just do it (although I would recommend more than two words). Anyway, I woke up at two thirty today and still only managed 6 hours of sleep...you do the math. Overnight, the Angel Gabriel came to me and told me, "Vincent, there is no God, but if you keep touching yourself at night, your lamp with transform into God and be VERY angry with you." Boy was I freaked out. There's clearly only one solution to this. I have to break my lamp, and destroy God before he's even created. DONE!

yo yo....today i woke up at 5:30 to go to work with my dad and then the motorcycle show with him and my uncle. work was aight, made $85 in 4 1/2 hours. Higlight was my dad bothering this european guy that he knows, he told him"hey, u dont look a day over 100." after that he told me how that guy was in concentration camps, and that the germans killed his parents in front of him. Horrible stuff. So to anyone out there who is german in any way, u should be disgusted iwith yourself.


FIN

Vincent again (yes loyal readers...all two of you...perhaps this posting I've been doing isn't just a phase) It's around 4:45 and I just got back from the Mont Ivy Diner. Yes, I know...however my brain thinks it's dinner time. Yeah, well, I taught my brain a lesson. I got an omlette. Take THAT fucking brain, thinking it's dinner time. I showed you. Yes, so anyaway, after an interesting night of sitting at home sipping Scotch, I realized, I REALLY hate my roommate. I never thought about it before tonight, but, my fucking god, he's a douchebag. I will thus present a list of things about my roommate that royally suck ass: his dirty, smelly EOP bitch girlfriend from Trinidad who is ALWAYS fucking in my room (even when he's not there); the fact that his dirty, smelly, EOP bitch girlfriend from Trinidad sleeps in my room EVERY NIGHT; the fact that he and his dirty, smelly, EOP bitch girlfriend from Trinidad fuck each other every day; the fact that no matter what time of day (if he's not with aforementioned slut) he's sleeping and snoring loudly; the fact that at any given moment, articles of his "black people" wardrobe are found randomly strewn about my side of the room (such articles include but are not limited to: powder blue "Tims", his huge ass baggy jeans, items of clothing labeled with a random rapper's clothing brand, etc.); the fact that he sets his alarm full-well knowing he isn't going to get up when it goes off; he blasts his shitty music all day long; he's dirty. Why the hell do I put up with it? I'll tell you...it's because he's black...ain't no one gonna mess with a group of black people, plain and simple.
So anyway, this leads me to my ultimate fantasy. I dream of the day when I'll be taking a nice drink at the water fountain and my roommate will be behind me, waiting to drink, and then I can turn around, give a look, point upward to the conveniently located "White people only" sign and shake my finger at him in disapproval. Send his ass to the colored people fountain. Hey, it worked in South Africa...Strom Thurmond for President!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (yes, I am aware he's dead...morons)
Ok, now that I'm done with that...I have another two weeks or so at home, and I don't think I am going to make it. I am insanely bored. There's absolutely NOTHING to do here. I give up (which explains why I sleep through the daylight hours). SO if your my mother reading this, first of all, get a life and find something better to do (same goes to Randi). Second of all, stop complaining about my sleeping habits, if I had something better to do, trust me, I'd be up to do it. With that, I go back to the "fascinating" world wide web to entertain me for several more hours before I retire. Goodnight all.

yo yo....jsut got home from my new year(s) parties. First we smutters went to otuback for a lil dinner outing at 7. Then after me mark and kevin went to pete's for a while. At like 11 we went to bobs. Crazy stuff. Fun night. I think i was the only sober one in the entire house so i drove lots of people home. How many? the final count comes to 17. Thats right....17 people i drove home. From about 12:30 up until just 20 mintues ago i've been driving people home all night. Made many trips back and forth to hardcore Stony Point and all over. I really think i am too nice. Like i dont mind, i wanted to, i like to help people, i'm a very serviant kind of person. I forget where that quote is from but it defiantely is true....nice guys do finish last. I'm so giving and have nothing to show for it. Not that i do things in order to get things, i do them cuz i want to help people out, but sometimes its like "hey, i wish that person would treat me like i treat them" or "hey, i wish someone would do something like that for me"....i think that's just how society goes at this age, the nice guys get nothing. But in the future i will have my revenge! however it's more likely that i will just continue to get nothing....meh, whaddya gonna do?